My Love Story
Even I Cry A Millon Tears, Would You Come Back To Me?


Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Vivo!


Currently Listening to Still Believe in Love.
Well, I found in my relationship there been lots of things we had been through.
Since the day we friends on 180406 and it was you birthday where we first met.
Since the day we told each other on 061206 where you and me love each other.
And it fall on my sister birthday.

Since the day on 180107 when you ask me to be your girl and it was around 10.06pm.
So sweet of you cos since the day you with me friend,
I didn't see you with any other girls or relationship.

So my answer is, "Yes!"
Thank for the love and everything.
You are the sweetest boyfriend that I never met.

Well, people will said that we almost fight everyday.
But they didn't know that our fight is called love.
Both of us keep thinking that each other had other girl or boy.
But, when i realised how could he had other girl, in every seconds, he will call and message.
So sweet right.
I don't wish to lose him.

And Today, Me and him go to Vivocity just to walk and ate at Banquet.
Sit and chit chat.
Then we headed to Interchange and took 188.
When home and both my brother family came to my house.

Like Family Day. ;)
And now, it time for me to chat with him cos' he just finished watch his favourite show!
I miss him.




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Monday, June 29, 2009
Cleaning Up!

Today, I make my day busy with cleaning up my Room and Sending and Fetching My Niece.
My niece, Syafqah, really look like tomboy cos' the haircut damn short which her mum said it easy to go school and whatever so.
Another of My niece, Syafinaz, When to school with Happily and Singing the Song, You are My Sunshine, My Only Sunshine, You make me happy all the Day, You had to Know you, You had to know you, And the day will shine shines all day.
I love to sing the song too.
One of My Nephew, Ryan, is sick.
Even I didn't close with him, I still pity him.
When can I get my pay?
So late and I almost need money to buy some stuff.
My mum was fasting and I always said to her wanna eat something.
And she said "Kan Mak Dh Kate, Kn Puase!!"
Hehe. I very bad Daughter.
Today, I never meet you.
We cancel off our Jog in evening due to raining.
So I suggest to clean and mop both of my sister room's.
Like maid. Hehe.
But better than doing nothing and I'm getting fatter if I eat and sleep.
I miss you baby.
See you tomorrow.
Hope we will be having fun and no fight.


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Sunday, June 28, 2009
nobody but you.

Yesterday, I went back back around 5pm.
I was so stressed that so many hubs down rider.
I hate to find rider.
But that what all my job to do right?
Around 2.45pm, Auntie Rohana came.
This Auntie more better than the auntie KEPO. =).
After that my Bf came. So happy to see him.
When i want to go home, the auntie ask Baihui that she want the toilet key so that at night she may go to the ladies.
But i suggest for the auntie to go to the First Floor.Cos it a bit scaring on the 13th Floor.
Well, It is unlucky Number.
No matter what, I miss you Baby.

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Saturday, June 27, 2009
I miss him.

I had never been blogging for the past days due to something.
I don't wish to fight with you anymore.
But, I'm happy to see you be there for me.
And I'm happy to see two of my friends had a boyfriend.
May you both last long together.
I miss you lots.
Well, enough of all about my BF.


WONDER GIRLS!
They are so pretty that today I keep on singing their songs that is NOBODY.
Can't believe that they are so young.

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Nice to See Him.

Well, Today I met him.
So happy to see him when he's smile to me.
Firstly, we when to Causeway Point to take my sister's hp.
I think i saw Mira.
Then we took buses to Bugis.
Just to find a Logo name Eton.
My brother really want it.
So we went to a shop that sell sticker like for car stuff like that.
End up there no brands name ETON.
So We then took buses to IMM.
We fight just a small thing.
I just look there a two guys only.
It only one second sei.
Bile die, wai tgk pompuan lame pon ade. :(
Forget it lah.
But no matter what I gonna to miss you.
By tomorrow, I had to study for my Mdm Choo Theory.
Stress.

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Monday, June 22, 2009
I need to be alone.

Today, I'm not working.
Only my Bf working.
Somehow, I miss him lots.
But, it hard for me to accept the fact what has happened.
Is all this is truth?
Is someone there jealous about me and him?
Why there you need to jealous of me and him?
You may have him?
I will still sacrifice with what I had.
I should understand other feeling.
But. but. but.
You should understand me too with the love I had been for the last 2 years and 5 months while we are friend for 8 months before relationship.
It hard for us to separate with the love we had been through.
How will i sacrifice without him.
He is the one I need the mostly.
Without him, who am i will talk too?
Well, this morning, i called Nordin.
I ask him whether he got called Zie or not?
Then at last he said Yes.
Is it hard to tell me that you called her.
If you were to like her, go ahead baby.
Jodoh tak kemane.
You said, you maki2 die on the phone.
Betol ke tk betol?
Or you said I LOVE YOU?
Cume allah saje tahu.

No matter what I still do love you!


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Sunday, June 21, 2009
I had enough.

I'm working again today.
I'm late again and reached office at 8.08am.
Firstly, After bath and wear my clothes.
Secondly, Ate bread with my Mum
Thirdly, Wear Make Up.
Fourthly, Msged Ifa and ask her whether she wake up already.
Fifthly, When out and told Ifa that I'm out and head to Bukit Gombak MRT.
And then, I missed the train was 1 mins when i was tap my ezlink and i took the escalator the train go off.
What the heck?
And I had to wait for 6mins for another train. :(
Around 7.50am, I msg Ifa that I reach Queentown where she live at Bukit Merah.
When i reached at Bukit Merah, she haven't reached.
Well nevermind, It ok.
Lastly, I forgot to MESSAGED nordin that i reached to my workplace!

It supposed to be the Family Day and again it was Father Days.
Wishing My Dad, Happy Father's Day.
Even I didn't close with my dad, I still love him.

Should I say that I'm in love with Nordin?
OF COURSE, I STILL LOVE HIM THE WAY I LOVE HIM LIKE LAST TIMES.
I just don't need your trust back on me.
If you want to be like this with no trust, it fine.
Love is Game for you.

Updating :(
I got email from unkown.
i felt want to cry.
if this is truth, let it be.
Thank for the love.
nordin: oi, nie aku nordin. kau tinggal blok ape?
nordin: reply aku asap.aku tk leh lame2.kau tkmo kol aku lak.
+ziezie: 229.. Sal?
nordin: aku tanye je.kau ade mataer?
nordin: oi.
+ziezie: Tk.. pelik uhh ko!
nordin: nape? kau tk nk carik. kau tk nk dgn aku?
nordin: nape kau senyap je.kau marah ke?
+ziezie: Ko sick eh? ku mlz nk cri uhh.. Biar d0rg dtg kt ku.. Ko dh knape sia?
nordin: aku aru break dgn dayah. aku nk dgn kau. aku malu nk ilang kau yg aku suke kau.
nordin: lmbt nye kau type.
+ziezie: Ko knape? Pelik sia!! Weird2!! Ble sabah tk klu nk msg!
nordin: kau sudi jadi mataer aku?
nordin: nape kau tk eply?
nordin: kau mara?
nordin: zie, aku blh lame.
+ziezie: Huhh?
+ziezie: Taw sabar tk!
nordin: ape kau nk type kt aku?kau sudi ke tk?
+ziezie: Tk mrh.. Do n0e wad ure tokin nw? U act weird n u sae u juz br0ke up n u wan a gal n u ask me to b ure gal n dats make u s0und despo g2?
nordin: why? kau tk sudi?
nordin: ape nak uat. 0rg dh tk sudi. tkpe lah.
+ziezie: Tk phm eh! K sng kate wat u cn shw me dat u like me!
+ziezie: S0ri uhh.. U cnt pr0ve it rite..
nordin: you heart. kau ade hati kt aku? aku malu nk ilang kau.
+ziezie: Tel u frankly dulu mmg prnh nw.. Idk.. Pzl ko ade p0mpan.. (: wads ure pr0b sehh?
nordin: so dulu kau perna suke aku? nape kau tk nk ilang aku? aku dh tkde pape dgn dayah.
+ziezie: Ku tk rampas kekasih org..
nordin: itu bkn rampas. klau kau jujur aku suka. nape kau suke aku?
+ziezie: Tk leh lar.. Gd ques .. Asl ku uke k0? Haha.. Enth.. Ko ku nye first crush in cls g2 la
nordin: So dulu kau suke lah g skola dgn aku naek mrt? nape kau tk nk naek train dgn aku agk?
+ziezie: Kn ku dah ckp.. M nt a kind gu like to steal s0me0ne else bf..
nordin: so you want to move on with me?
nordin: nape tk reply.
+ziezie: Wat wil peeps sae.. Kekek uhh
nordin: orite pe. nari kau kuar?

That all only! I had enough.
Should i believe all this, should i just aways from him.
Should i let the girl to love him.
Zie, just go ahead with nordin.
If you both read this, I wish you both will be happy.

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Saturday, June 20, 2009
Happy Working.

Today, I'm working too.
My sister, Baihui and me were late for work.
We supposed to reach at 8am but end up we reached around 8.20am like that.
But from Jurong East to Tanjong Pagar take 15mins. So fast!
That good man.

Well, today got 4 interview for call agents.
One aunty very KEPO. I hate it. We come work to work not busy body.
Well this pictures was My sister and Our new AOS is Asri(bird).

At 3pm, my BF come.

Happy to see him.
When we went to cheers, i had a fight with him.
I'm sorry. I just scared to lost you. I only love you the only one.

After all, i said to you that I'm sorry. And you show you middle hand to me.
Thank ar you.
But I hope what I mean to you.

You are the meant in my Life.
Lastly, we took Pictures.

I love him.

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Working

Today is my working day and my love also working today.
Then we not going to jogging.
I know, he won't let me go to jog when he is working.
But I need to listen to you cos' I'm afraid of *****. ;)
I really enjoy working here.
But, I will leave soon cos' I don't wish to work at Tampines.
It very far from Bukit Gombak to Tampines.
What the ****?
I'm going to miss them next month.
Me and Nordin not following them to there.
This is the time where me and din can spend time together and we can concentrate in study.
I want Nordin to do well in his coarse.
Wish him good luck for the exam.
I miss him.
At night, I webcam with my Baby at Zai Laptop. ;)
So happy to see him.
Well time to sleep and tomorrow is my working day again.
Well taking care Nordin.



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Friday, June 19, 2009
What Love For You To Me?

What love without trust each other?
It hard for me to be like this with you when you said that you not going to trust me.
Then is that the love
you called?
You mean this love called Love Is Blind?

Please heard me out Nordin.
I'm in love with you the only one.
I don't wish to love others and stay all over again.
I don't want to lose you at all.

You are the one who I need, love, kiss me on my forehead, hug me and say to me that you miss and love me.
I miss the way you are for the past time. I want it back.

There's at time when there's unfaithful
But i'm still here faithfully loving you
My love for you has never fade away my dear truthfully i don't wish to lose you again
If i have a chance i would like to be with you again and start everything freshly.
I'm truly serious about us .
Nordin , i'm truly sorry on whatever issues that we had.
i'm sorry if i ever made you cry, angry, dissapointed.
i will always love you.
;Nuuredayah Bte Abdullah

And Today,
I wanna wish us for our 2 years and 5 months anniversary for love.
I wish we will stay strong like we do.
May we both think the positive way.
Save up money.

Happily In Love.

Lastly, I'm still sincerely in love with you, Nordin.

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Today, I met my friends for bbq at Silas condo, Mythu boyfriend.
I had to go from prevent people say about me ;)

I'm abit scared cos' the place was dark and i'm afraid of ghost. haha.
Well, I'm going to miss them so much with having fun.

I'm going there with My Baby, Nordin.
He wearing the shirt that I had bought for him from Cotton On. ;)
He like to say whenever he wear any clothes, he will be looking good.
Whatever Nordin. ;)
I want the pictures from Silas Camera where all the CM2K Girls is there.
Before i go to BBQ, i watched 2 Hindustan Movies from 11am to 5pm.
I like the movies that is Heyy Babyy.
Sad movies.
Till my Bf scold me and say what time are we going out?? :(
Will updates the pictures soon.




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Sunday, June 14, 2009
Tiring Day.

Today, I'm working.
And I'm having my Period.
Here My Lovely Holidays and I going to rest at home and watching Hindustan that Priya has Brought for me!
Happy Happy Happy Happy !
Actually, today i supposed to finish at 3pm and end up i went back at 9pm for waiting my sister.
Nothing to do and end up i edit abit on blog and almost some gone till some fonts became BIGGER! ;)
My hand really damn itching to do the stuff that i really don't know how to do.
Like BF says "MCM FAHAM!!"
Whatever lah you!
I know i'm going to be more fat due to holidays and my Bf decide to jogging.
I hope it going to work and i miss the day i do jog with you at Stadium.
At night, why you need to fight with me just a little thing?
Please Nordin, cut all those shit thing.
Why it hardly you can't believe me?
All you know is that I HAD OTHER GUY!
C'mon Nordin! I don't have the time to be with other guy.
You can see by yourself and how much time i had spend with you on the phone and i'm meeting you.

How can i love other and stay all over again in love.
I just sick and tired if that to happened.

It truth we can't trust people with 100%. But the truth is "I don't have other guys!"
It happened like this..
Me and my Bf went down to Cheers. We were damn happily together. Suddenly, Someone called my number and it just a missed call. That all. I didn't contact with him. What more you want? I did delete his number. And he know that we had been together for nearly 3yrs. If you really don't want me to use this number then bought for me a new number and i will give to a person that are needed.
Think twice before you said.
I really had enough of fighting with you.
I know i had hurt you.
From today onward, i don't want to say back anymore.
Enough is Enough.
Even we do fight, I will still love you.
I hope everything going to be fine.
Please. I hate to fight just a small matters.
The Pictures before we fight. We were very happy.

This is the necklace that he had bought for me.
Sumpah you, I like it.
Thank dear.
Harap kami akan berkekalan.
I miss you!

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Saturday, June 13, 2009
I'm Happy

Today Was A Great Day In School and With My Love One, Nordin.
Me and Anisah were late for Mdm Choo Lesson and we even ran just to take the the bus 811 cos' we don't want to be more late.
At last we are damn late cos we didn't press the bell where we supposed to drop at and we lucky that opposite busstop the bus had arrived.
We walk as fast as we can and we lucky too cos' Mdm Choo marked our attendance to 1 that mean we are not late. =)
When I was doing my Jobsheet, teacher call me, teckwee, khairul and shah.
I thought what, it was about the Phase Test that i did on Friday of 5th June 2009.
Four of us score 100/100 for the Phase Test.
Before the day I had to do the Phase Test, On 4th June 2009, I do cry about my Phase Test like how am i going to do and about Nordin too cos' of stupid fighting and i just walked off just like that in class. :(
BUT..
Thank to Allah, who give me the support for all of this and Mdm Choo too.
I will try my best to study hard but i do need your support too, Nordin.
I'm hoping that my sister will get well soon.
I can't bear to see my sister like sick and never when to work for almost 2 weeks.
Hoping, she will be well soon.
I miss you NordinOn the far left, Was our China Teacher, Mdm Yang.
We miss her lots.This pictures was taken last year!
Where there still have Xelicia.
And not forget, that is Mdm Choo on the left.

She is the great teacher.Miss the day where we all together!
My girls! (satellites)Done!


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Thursday, June 11, 2009
I miss you

About Yesterday Happened.
I'm so sorry to My Dear Baby, Noor Anisah.
I did ask you to wait for me at the interchange and end up i walked off just like that to you.
I was stressed with Nordin and also part of my Family.
I don't want to lose anyone that I love especially Family, Friends and lastly you, NORDIN.
I did cried yesterday cos' of you, Nordin.
Why you need to lie at me?
What more you want?
Please understand me, I didn't had other guy other than you, Nordin.
Please believe me, I'm sincerely to you one and only.
Trust Me.
Please.
I do cry badly at home and so in school.
I just can't bear to lose you.
I need you badly in my life.
I hope we both will last long together.
Around 7 plus.
I called Nisa.
She cryed.
No matter what i be there for you.
We talk tomorrow about it.
Cheer up Baby.

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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
His My All

Thing going on for today was bad.
I don't wish to hurt you anymore dear.
but why we need to fight just a little thing?
I'm just wanna be with you the only one.
Why you can't believe me?
Trust me I won't did the say mistakes again hanging out with other family and guys.
I'm sorry.
I just wanna be with you but sometimes you make yourself busy with something else.
Me too need attention from you.
I'm the only one who need to make the first move.
WHY?
Why can't you who make the first move whenever we fight?
I know, I should understand with you cos' this is the first true love you and me.
Why you wanna me to understand you and why can't you?
We had been friends for 8 months and we had been relationship for 2yrs and 4 mnths.
Please Nordin, Show me the love?
I gonna miss you like the last times we had been thru.
I love you, Ahmad Nordin.





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Saturday, June 6, 2009
First Blogging.

My first Blogging.
Really don't know what I'm going to type.
But all i want to say that I'm Deeply In Love with Ahmad Nordin.
This all pictures was taken yesterday.
Please : I miss you !

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