Monday, July 27, 2009
Happy Day is Today,
Currently Listening to My All from Mariah Carey.
Today, I can't late again.
Mdm Choo again and yes there a nag again.
About Yesterday,
I went to work in the morning with Nordin.
And we both are late for the past two days.
It like hard to wake up on weekend in the morning.
So after work time, we went to Chinatown to find the Perfumes brand Hugo Boss that Shah had.
We find the Perfumes and the cost was $54 like that.
So expensive sial.
Then I called Gwen and she didn't pick up. I forgot that she is working.
So i called Shah and he also didn't pick up the phone.
So we better took bus 143 and headed home.
After 5mins later, Shah called.
He also don't know where the place and I message Gwen to call me when she finished her worked.
So I waited for her call and she called me.
So i decide to wait for my Scholarship money and then I may bought for him the Perfumes.
So I will be going with her.
After that, Nisa called me.
So happy that today don't have Lifeskills lesson cos' teacher is sick.
Then she told me that Khairul and Andy got their Bursary Money.
I damn fucking wait for the Money that is $1,200.
When can I get?
I be waiting like hell. So I may buy My Perfumes too.
Around 10pm, My brother ask me if i want Garlic Toast or not?
And of coarse, I want and I told him to bring Pizza too.
Before 12am, He bought us with 2 pizza that is Singapura Special and Hawaiian.
And not forget too, My Garlic Toast !
Then, My Brother gave me a Earpiece and I'm so Happy.
About today,
I was totally having fun in afternoon lesson that was Practical.
And guess what, some of the guys didn't come for the class.
Gila sak.
Nordin came to my school.
I totally didn't study at all.
Gwen, Nisa and Shah also not study.
You all very bad hor.
Haha.
I miss him .
Today, I can't late again.
Mdm Choo again and yes there a nag again.
About Yesterday,
I went to work in the morning with Nordin.
And we both are late for the past two days.
It like hard to wake up on weekend in the morning.
So after work time, we went to Chinatown to find the Perfumes brand Hugo Boss that Shah had.
We find the Perfumes and the cost was $54 like that.
So expensive sial.
Then I called Gwen and she didn't pick up. I forgot that she is working.
So i called Shah and he also didn't pick up the phone.
So we better took bus 143 and headed home.
After 5mins later, Shah called.
He also don't know where the place and I message Gwen to call me when she finished her worked.
So I waited for her call and she called me.
So i decide to wait for my Scholarship money and then I may bought for him the Perfumes.
So I will be going with her.
After that, Nisa called me.
So happy that today don't have Lifeskills lesson cos' teacher is sick.
Then she told me that Khairul and Andy got their Bursary Money.
I damn fucking wait for the Money that is $1,200.
When can I get?
I be waiting like hell. So I may buy My Perfumes too.
Around 10pm, My brother ask me if i want Garlic Toast or not?
And of coarse, I want and I told him to bring Pizza too.
Before 12am, He bought us with 2 pizza that is Singapura Special and Hawaiian.
And not forget too, My Garlic Toast !
Then, My Brother gave me a Earpiece and I'm so Happy.
About today,
I was totally having fun in afternoon lesson that was Practical.
And guess what, some of the guys didn't come for the class.
Gila sak.
Nordin came to my school.
I totally didn't study at all.
Gwen, Nisa and Shah also not study.
You all very bad hor.
Haha.
I miss him .
Labels: I love today.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Tak ku sangka Tak ku Duga.
Currently listen to Tak ku sangka tak ku duga.
Hehe. Nisa Favourite song lah niee!
Yesterday, I'm having Kenduri. Kenduri Arwah before Puase. Get ready for fasting after my Birthday on 21 August. I bet all my friends had fun yesterday watching Fireworks. I can't wait to watch the Fireworks on 9 August and i wish that I will not work on that day. Well, just wait and see. Come to my love story. Me and him is like pausing love. It hard to said. I like stressed with myself. I do fight with him but why I still love him? I mean I can't forget him. His like my drug. How can i end the relationship just like that. I really deeply crazy in love with him. He is the only one that i love. I don't wish to lose him and he like my ... I really don't know what to say. I just love to see his cutie face. It make me melt. When i looked him, I will smile. Happy love. I love him so much. But I hate him when he lies to me. Well nothing much I may said. Take care Always baby.
Labels: miss you lots.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Currently, I'm listening to River flows In You.
I'm addicted to the song and there only Piano is playing the melody.
I felt like restless now.
I'm addicted to the song and there only Piano is playing the melody.
I felt like restless now.
Labels: i want to learn.
Friday, July 17, 2009
To believe love.
As for today was all normal.
As usually, I will take train with Gwen.
Her look was moody like there nothing much I could said.
Well, she leaned her head on my shoulder and so I read My Robert Book's.
After we dropped off bus, She told us that her dad scold her.
It pity to look her life like that but I hope one day, Her sister and dad will understand her.
She has been busy with working and schooling.
I do understand you.
But please don't be sad, remember that you do have your grandma and auntie to be there for you.
After school, I met him.
We supposed to watch Harry Potter.
But I didn't like the show so much so we ate Mac'donald at Raffles City and headed home.
As today was my day of period.
Well I miss him so much.
Nordin loved me. The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful or brilliant or perfect than me he might be, he was as irreversibly altered as i was. As i would always belong to him, so would he always be mine.
As usually, I will take train with Gwen.
Her look was moody like there nothing much I could said.
Well, she leaned her head on my shoulder and so I read My Robert Book's.
After we dropped off bus, She told us that her dad scold her.
It pity to look her life like that but I hope one day, Her sister and dad will understand her.
She has been busy with working and schooling.
I do understand you.
But please don't be sad, remember that you do have your grandma and auntie to be there for you.
After school, I met him.
We supposed to watch Harry Potter.
But I didn't like the show so much so we ate Mac'donald at Raffles City and headed home.
As today was my day of period.
Well I miss him so much.
Nordin loved me. The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful or brilliant or perfect than me he might be, he was as irreversibly altered as i was. As i would always belong to him, so would he always be mine.
Labels: Like you?
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I miss you.
It been so long that i didn't post anything yet.
I'm totally stressed with the love I'm with. Lots of thing that I had been through for the past days. No one know how my feeling like. Only one of you know how my feeling. And we just get to know last year and you understand me. Well to my friends, I really don't wish to be sad like that.
I'm just stressed with his lied to me.
And I know that, it just a small matter but for me, I need to know the truth.
I hate him to lie me. It so hurtful. I do trust him lot that I deeply in love with him.
No one know how I suffered.
Only God Know. I wish you girls will understand.
I'm sorry that i didn't share any story of mine to you girl.
I just want to keep by myself even Nisa didn't know so much.
I just want to see my girls to be happy and smile always.
Wish you girls all the best in love.
To my love baby,
Our moment of end was so fast
but the kiss of goodbye always lasts
not even time could fade it away
Even though you are no longer here
there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust
Just another lesson to be learned
gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love
I'm holding the warmth of your lips
it feels like the first time we kissed
when all of the stars lined up for us
but like the wind you said goodbye
and left me alone here to cry
we shouldn't have gone our separate ways
Even though you are no longer here
there is still somethign between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust
I'm just stressed with his lied to me.
And I know that, it just a small matter but for me, I need to know the truth.
I hate him to lie me. It so hurtful. I do trust him lot that I deeply in love with him.
No one know how I suffered.
Only God Know. I wish you girls will understand.
I'm sorry that i didn't share any story of mine to you girl.
I just want to keep by myself even Nisa didn't know so much.
I just want to see my girls to be happy and smile always.
Wish you girls all the best in love.
To my love baby,
Our moment of end was so fast
but the kiss of goodbye always lasts
not even time could fade it away
Even though you are no longer here
there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust
Just another lesson to be learned
gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love
I'm holding the warmth of your lips
it feels like the first time we kissed
when all of the stars lined up for us
but like the wind you said goodbye
and left me alone here to cry
we shouldn't have gone our separate ways
Even though you are no longer here
there is still somethign between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust
Love, Nuuredayah.
Labels: I'm still believe in love
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Lets it go.
For the past two days, I keep myself away.
Here it goes,
Friday, 3th July 2009,
My niece was crying like hell.
She want to follow us but my sister don't let cos' she might be tired and she just came back.
I shouldn't ask Nordin to wait for me under my block.
I didn't fetch her from school cos' I don't want to be late meeting Him.
Around 1.25pm, Nordin call me and said that Fiqah ask him to come in my house.
Nordin said that Fiqah was so happy to see him.
Cos' yesterday we just went out to Vivo.
Then, She quickly bathed and dress up.
And My sister, Shouted at her why she wear this clothes.
Then, I quickly go to my living room and ask Fiqah where are you going?
She cryed and said to me that she badly want to follow me.
But But But, I can't.
I knowed it hard for her to understand and she is just 7 year old.
I'm really sad.
I hope she will follow me.
And after that, I just went out like that with din and she really cryed.
Pity to look at her.
Then we headed to Orchard Mrt there to the bank to put money for my Sister.
Then we went to the Cineleisure Orchard and buy tickets for us.
NORDIN TREAT ME!
So sweet kn. Well, it's students price. $12 only mah.
And I bought for him a Memory card for Express Music also $12 mah. haha. 1G only.
And not forget, We watched Transformers 2.
I love the show. I love the yellow car. Damn nice and i love to see all the transform!
Accually, I went to the cathay website and they said that the show is 150mins.
Our tickets movies times was 4.15pm.
So from 4.15pm to 5.15pm will be one hour.
And from 5.15 to 5.45pm will be an-half hour.
And guess what, the show finish at 6.48pm like that.
Happy sei cos' we really enjoyed watching the movies.
After watching the movies, Me and Nordin headed to the train.
Supposed to go Changi Chalet at My sister friends.
Then she called and told me to go home cos' it already late at night.
So we went to Bugis and I buy one shirt only.
Then we took 51 headed to home.
Very very tired.
At night, My mum told me that Fiqah had a high fever.
All cause of me, she fever.
Saturday, 04 July 2009,
Me and Nordin had to work today from 8am to 8pm.
Crazy!
For our breakfast, We went to KTM to buy our favourite Mee Soto.
Then for our lunch we ate KFC.
Became more fats.
Around 7plus, I looked on Rachh Blog.
And her fucking friends want to involve.
Childish right.
And she want to tell all his friends about it.
If you were in wrong, just make it wrong.
To kar chun,
I think you get me wrong. You didn't go a true love relationship.
That why you can said that to me.
If you think you are fucking close with five people that is Nordin, You, Mag, Rachh and Adrian,
So what sia!
Me and Nordin also damn fucking close from friend to relationship in love and we are almostly know for 3 yrs!
Don't talk big lah shit!
And kar chun, you only know to fuck girl that all.
Who you think you are?
Think about sex. I hope for one day you will suffered sickness.
And that, you will know who you are.
Pretty sad. ;)
So childish.
And to Nordin,
I know it hard for you to part of me and part of me.
I really didn't care of it.
And I don't wish to know.
And today, 05 July 2009,
I just finished work.
And it was 3.3opm.
Nordin and me will be going back.
My grandmother was admitted to hospital.
My family didn't know about it till yesterday then my mum just know about it.
Why my auntie need to keep it from us.
We are apart of your family too and she was our Grandmother.
Well, Today, I can't meet her.
I really tired and tomorrow is schooling.
Can't wait to meet them !
Labels: Nordin?
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Happy Birthday.
Currently listening to Siapa Sangka Siapa Menduga.
Wishing to my sister, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ke yg 35 atau 36.
And yes, I'm no mood.
When I wake up, I did called him many times but he didn't answer.
After all, I decide to clean up my house.
And after, My brother and Irfan came.
When I looked at my brother, it tell me that he having some problem but I don't wish to know.
If he were to tell me, I felt like crying.
Early in the morning, My mom talk to me and she cried too.
I know it hurts my mum feeling.
No matter what, I will not did any trouble.
Around 3, I met Nordin under my block.
From there, Nordin, Fiqah(my niece) and me took taxi and headed to Westmall to return the library books.
And after that, we headed to train and when to Office to take my pays.
Happy cos' Money is here..
Then we went to Vivo to take out our money.
Then treat us and we ate KFC.
So sweet but hurt inside.
Cume allah saje tahu.
My nieces keep on calling Nordin like, "Abg Din! Abg Din! Meh kite maen air jom!"
I'm happy to look My nieces with him.
Feeling everything is heaven.
But they don't know what happened around us.
Around 8 plus, we reached home and Nordin too come to my house.
My mum served him to eat Mee Kuah and Tahu Goreng.
So sweet kn.
Insyaallah, Kite akan Berkekalan.
I love you.
Well this only pictures I may upload.
Take Care People.
Wishing to my sister, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ke yg 35 atau 36.
And yes, I'm no mood.
When I wake up, I did called him many times but he didn't answer.
After all, I decide to clean up my house.
And after, My brother and Irfan came.
When I looked at my brother, it tell me that he having some problem but I don't wish to know.
If he were to tell me, I felt like crying.
Early in the morning, My mom talk to me and she cried too.
I know it hurts my mum feeling.
No matter what, I will not did any trouble.
Around 3, I met Nordin under my block.
From there, Nordin, Fiqah(my niece) and me took taxi and headed to Westmall to return the library books.
And after that, we headed to train and when to Office to take my pays.
Happy cos' Money is here..
Then we went to Vivo to take out our money.
Then treat us and we ate KFC.
So sweet but hurt inside.
Cume allah saje tahu.
My nieces keep on calling Nordin like, "Abg Din! Abg Din! Meh kite maen air jom!"
I'm happy to look My nieces with him.
Feeling everything is heaven.
But they don't know what happened around us.
Around 8 plus, we reached home and Nordin too come to my house.
My mum served him to eat Mee Kuah and Tahu Goreng.
So sweet kn.
Insyaallah, Kite akan Berkekalan.
I love you.
Well this only pictures I may upload.
Take Care People.
Labels: i will save the times
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
I thought.
Now, I had a hard time in blog cos' i can't upload single of pictures.
At least, I may upload my pictures in Friendster.
But thank cos' i can still type what i want to express my feeling.
Firstly, I wake up and my mum ask me to cook for my niece.
Secondly, I washed up all the plates and cups and after that, I sweep the floor.
Thirdly, he text me.
After I sending and fetching my both niece, I felt tired.
So now i just came back and i took a rest.
My lappy was on and so i decide to see people blog's.
Suddenly, I saw one of Nordin friend that is Rachh.
I was so surprised that i saw all she said about my BF this and that.
What the fuck?
And this is the pictures of him and her.
If any of you girls in my shoes, how do you feels?
Stressed?
Until no mood to eat, talk, sleep, hang out and keep thinking about it?
I thought I was the who betrayed you when I hang out with Haiqhal Family.
But IT YOU who do betrayed me.
You scared to lose a friend like her?
She already quit the coarse and the school don't deserved to have her!
For what, you making trouble of your family.
She is a BITCH!
No wonder you didn't had a BF due to be selfish and childish.
Served you right Idiot!
SO THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED FOR THE PAST 1 YEAR!
I don't understand now.
You told me that I keep on busy study in class.
And you ask me to cabot.
But I can't.
So you decide to lie to me that you were in class,
BUT,
You went to her house with all your friends and you when to Pasir ris Dogs Farm.
So for the past days, you had lies to me and I believe whatever you said.
Hati aku hancur.
Kau pernah cakap kat aku, yang aku senang percaye pade org laen.
Dan aku tak caye org laen aku, aku cume caye dgn kau seorg saje.
Krane aku cinte kn kau, Nordin.
Terlalu cinte, terlalu percaye dan terlalu sayang,
Sume nye jadi bergini.
Aku tak kisah ape terjadi, jadi lah.
Krane cinte aku bergini.
Aku sedih, kau tak pernah tahu.
Sape diri aku nie untuk kau.
Aku cinte kn kau lebih dari sesiape.
Kau cakap aku nie ade laki laen tapi aku tk ingin dan niat.
Cume allah saje tahu ape dalam hati aku.
I didn't get a good sleep and I had no mood of all.
I decide to go in my room after put down the phone with him.
I called my sister and ask her where is she, So i waited her till 12am plus.
And now I posting all about him.
I'm restless.
That all.
I know you will not reading my post but you had times to read HER POST.
Thank for eveything.
At least, I may upload my pictures in Friendster.
But thank cos' i can still type what i want to express my feeling.
Firstly, I wake up and my mum ask me to cook for my niece.
Secondly, I washed up all the plates and cups and after that, I sweep the floor.
Thirdly, he text me.
After I sending and fetching my both niece, I felt tired.
So now i just came back and i took a rest.
My lappy was on and so i decide to see people blog's.
Suddenly, I saw one of Nordin friend that is Rachh.
I was so surprised that i saw all she said about my BF this and that.
What the fuck?
And this is the pictures of him and her.
If any of you girls in my shoes, how do you feels?Stressed?
Until no mood to eat, talk, sleep, hang out and keep thinking about it?
I thought I was the who betrayed you when I hang out with Haiqhal Family.
But IT YOU who do betrayed me.
You scared to lose a friend like her?
She already quit the coarse and the school don't deserved to have her!
For what, you making trouble of your family.
She is a BITCH!
No wonder you didn't had a BF due to be selfish and childish.
Served you right Idiot!
SO THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED FOR THE PAST 1 YEAR!
I don't understand now.
You told me that I keep on busy study in class.
And you ask me to cabot.
But I can't.
So you decide to lie to me that you were in class,
BUT,
You went to her house with all your friends and you when to Pasir ris Dogs Farm.
So for the past days, you had lies to me and I believe whatever you said.
Hati aku hancur.
Kau pernah cakap kat aku, yang aku senang percaye pade org laen.
Dan aku tak caye org laen aku, aku cume caye dgn kau seorg saje.
Krane aku cinte kn kau, Nordin.
Terlalu cinte, terlalu percaye dan terlalu sayang,
Sume nye jadi bergini.
Aku tak kisah ape terjadi, jadi lah.
Krane cinte aku bergini.
Aku sedih, kau tak pernah tahu.
Sape diri aku nie untuk kau.
Aku cinte kn kau lebih dari sesiape.
Kau cakap aku nie ade laki laen tapi aku tk ingin dan niat.
Cume allah saje tahu ape dalam hati aku.
I didn't get a good sleep and I had no mood of all.
I decide to go in my room after put down the phone with him.
I called my sister and ask her where is she, So i waited her till 12am plus.
And now I posting all about him.
I'm restless.
That all.
I know you will not reading my post but you had times to read HER POST.
Thank for eveything.
Labels: Nordin?, sape diri aku
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