My Love Story
Even I Cry A Millon Tears, Would You Come Back To Me?


Monday, August 31, 2009
Went Library with My Love.

Teman My Sayang to Libraby Civic. Dia buat rumah at Google SketchUp 7. Bukan rumah betol-betol. Hehe. Then Dayah pun belajar tapi sekejap aje. Lepas tu kite dua ambil gambar kat Webcam. Nordin nie miang sei. Tapi Dayah sayang Nordin

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assalammua'laikum.

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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Dayah sayang Nordin

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Nari Dayah buke Nasi Briyani semalam Mama masak. Sedap sei tapi tak larat nak tambah lagi pasal Dayah nie senang naik badan tapi susah nak lost weight. Sebelum Birthday Dayah, Dayah demam on 12 August 2009 and yet Dayah mase datang school pasal nak belajar Phase Test. Dayah betol-betol nak kata Sorry kat Nordin sal Dayah mati-mati nak datang school. And Sorry to Priya and Yu Ying cos i fail to eat the Panadol Pill and I did vomit. I hate Pills. :( . Dayah mase ingat bile that time Dayah punya temperature was 40 degree and dapat 7 Days MC. Bila sakit siapa lah ada selera untuk makan? Dayah langsung tak banyak makan and Dayah lost 3kg. Happy pun ada tapi sakit nya menderita sei. Tahun nie puasa pun bagus ada lah ponteng dua hari tu pun pasal sakit kepala. Tak pe lah. What past is past.Den tadi Dayah masuk kerja, Ramdan kata Dayah bau busuk. Jahat sei si Ramdan nie. Padahal Dayah mandi sei tak macam cina tak mandi. Semalam Dayah order kueh dari Eyna. Hehe. Happy sei Dayah tapi maafkan Dayah sal my kakak mintak discount. Padahal Eyna jual dah murah sei. Mesti sedapkan. Tak sabarlah nak rasa. Dayah ingatkan nk warnakan rambut Dayah lagi. Tunngu lah nanti dah dapat gaji. This coming Monday sampai Wednesday, Dayah tak ada class pasal cikgu semua ada something on. So, Nordin pun tak ada class on Monday and Tuesday. Kite berdua plan untuk belajar kat Library Woodland pasal Nordin nak pinjam Laptop Dayah untuk kerja sekolah dia. Anything for my love lah gitu kan. Hehe. Miang eh. :)
Story about yesterday afternoon,
Nordin mintak break on Friday night pasal dia tak tahan dengan perangai Dayah lepas tu Dayah menangis rabak pe Nordin buat gini kat Dayah. Tapi apa Dayah tahu, Dayah akan menanti Nordin. Semalam Dayah plan to go out with my cousin after 5pm gitu pasal Dayah habis kerja at 5pm instead of 3pm cos' Dayah ambil shift eefa. Den Nordin masuk kerja at 3pm to 11.30pm. Then tiba-tiba Nordin sms Dayah kata kalau Dayah pergi juga, Nordin betul-betul break dengan Dayah. Tapi kerana sayangnya pasal, Dayah pun dengar kata Nordin pasal Dayah tak nak buat kesalahan lagi. Cukup tentang dulu.
assalammua'laikum.

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Saturday, August 29, 2009
Dayah rela diam dari bersuara.

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Semua orang tahu Dayah cintakan Nordin tapi Nordin selalu kate Dayah ialah Selingkuh. Memang Dayah menyesal ape Dayah dah buat dulu dan sekarang Dayah sedar siapa Dayah patut dengar kata. Dayah memang tak boleh keseorangan dan Dayah selalu ingin teman untuk dimanjakan. Siapa tak nak dimanjakan? Semua orang nak cinta dan dimanjakan. Dayah berterima kasih dengan Nordin kerana dia telah tahan dengan kelakuan Dayah senjak 06 December 2006 dan Nordin pun kena ingat Dayah pun ada tahan dengan kelakuan Nordin. Nordin ingatlah tentang dulu bila Dayah dengan Ahmad bersama and Ahmad was your Bestfriend. Dayah cukup susah untuk lepaskan Ahmad dan pergi dengan Nordin. Firstly, Dayah cukup putus hati dan sedih kerana Dayah tinggalkan Ahmad. Ahmad tu memang Dayah tak terlalu sayang seperti dia sayangkan lebih dari Dayah dan sekarang Dayah lebih sayangkan Nordin yang Nordin tak terlalu cintakan Dayah. Semua nie salah Dayah. Dayah langsung tak bersyukur dengan apa Dayah ada. Dayah menyesal keluar dengan keluarga Haiqhal. Tapi Nordin kena ingat, Dayah tak ada sentuh Haiqhal pun. Dayah anggap dia sebagai kawan macam biasa. Bila Dayah dan putus dengan Ahmad, Dayah Pergi kat Nordin. Sebelum Dayah nak bercinta dengan Nordin, Dayah fikir dua kali. Bile 18 Januari 2007 at 10:06PM, Itulah saat you mintak bersama. I was happy to in love with you at the moment. Bila makin lama, banyak benda buruk belaku tapi we try our best to solve the problem. Semuanya dugaan.

Update at 9pm,
Currently listening to Kekasih Gelapku from Ungu,
Dayah suka sangat dengar lagu dari Ungu lebih-lebih lagi lagu Kekasih Gelapku. Semuanya kata-kata nye meaningful. Bile Nordin sampai kerja, Dayah print the first post which is purple colour font tu. Dayah kasih pade Nordin. Dayah tak tahu macam mana nak luarkan perasaan cinta. Nie lah lyrics nye. Dayah selalu cintakan Nordin.

Kekasih Gelapku
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ooh...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

assalammua'laikum.

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Thursday, August 27, 2009
Cinta.

Nari Dayah cukup berpuas hati dengan Phase Test Dayah. Semua Phase Test sudah pun habis so Dayah tak payah risau untuk Phase Test. And ade good news, By next monday to wednesday, there will be no class. So Dayah boleh jumpe Kekasih Sayang Dayah. Dayah rindu Nordin sangat. Macam nak peluk Nordin tapi Dayah puasa. Bersabar je lah. Walaupon Dayah gaduh dengan Nordin selalu, Dayah akan selalu sayang Nordin. Dayah akan terima semua dugaan. Dayah tak tahu nape senjak dulu Dayah langsong tak ade rase sayang dengan papa. Mama ade ilang Dayah yang senjak dari kecil lagi Papa memang tak jage Dayah. Kadang-kadang Dayah tak berbual dengan Papa. Tapi Dayah selalu berbual dengan Mama. She the only Mum is the Best. I love you. Tapi Dayah nie memang degil tak dengar cakap orang. My mum know me the best. I love you Nordin.
And another good news. Dayah takkan ke Fujitsu untuk attachment. Dayah akan ke ATS Traffic Pte Ltd. Happy sei so Dayah akan bersame Yuying. At least ade teman jugak. Ok lah, Nk bobok. Nites All Ppl.

assalammua'laikum.

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Phase Test.

Dayah nari happy pasal Dayah sudah puasa untuk lepas dua hari. Dayah ingin sangat puase untuk sebulan ni. Tapi Dayah selalu tak sihat. Dayah dah janji pade diri Dayah that this month fasting, Dayah tak nak pon ponteng puase. Dayah dah banyak buat dosa. Dayah tak nak menambahkan dosa lagi. Cukup lah saat nie ape yang Dayah dah laku. Insyaallah pade bulan yang baik ini, Dayah pon nk baik dengan semua orang. Planning untuk berbuke puase dgn ITE mates, tk tahu bile sei. Harap2 Andy Bwk Eyna,Shah bawak Ita, Nisa bawak Ali, , Hisham bawak GF die, Kavu dgn sape2 lah, Maybe Syaiful pon and last is Me and Nordin. Insyaallah if semua nak pergy sei. Besok phase test nye Mr Teo. Mintak2 Dayah boleh buat lah. Insyaallah.
To Eyna, EYNA! Nnt bile raye, kuar dgn kami semua ok! :)
To Itah, ITAH, Surprise sei you see my Blog. Hehe. Hmm, Insyallah on 12 sept kite buke luar k den Dayah boleh jumpe Itah. Tgh wait Shah nye plan skg nie. Take Care Sweetie.
Selamat Malam.

assalammua'laikum.

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Dayah akan type bahase melayu.

Dayah tahu bile dayah type bahase English macam hancurkn? So mule hari ini dayah type bahase melayu lagi senang untuk type. Seriously, Dayah boleh kawan dgn sesiape kn? Dayah tk nk enemy dengan sesiape tak kira bangsa. Allah tak pernah pon larang kite untuk berkawan dgn sesiape. Janji niat kite baek. Lagi2 bulan puasa dan bulan yang baik.
Okie, tak banyak sangat nak post lah.
Insyaallah, Dayah post gambar Birthday dayah celebrate dengan CM2K.

assalammua'laikum.

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Saturday, August 22, 2009
I like her.

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Priyanka Chopra
July 18, 1982 (1982-07-18) (age 27)
Before starting her acting career, she worked as a model and gained fame after winning the Miss World title in 2000.
She damn Pretty and I like her alots.
Hehe. Nisa senjak bile kite jatuh cinte dgn Bollywood?
Slalu kite tgk awk suke Bollywood until kite tgk Dostana aru I like her.

To Nordin,
I love you.
Not because if you beautiful or because you rich.
I'd much rather you weren't either one.
Because you still be the most loving and unselfish and brilliant and decent person I've ever met.

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Friday, August 21, 2009
Have to Study

Today, I reached school at 08:31am with Gwen and YuYing.
Supposed to wait for Nisa but I want to do my Jobsheet which the day I'm on MC.
And Yes, I did both Jobsheet.
Mdm Choo keep on Nagging cos' we all always came late.
From now on, I don't wish to came late and heard Mdm Choo nagging.
Our Phase Test will be this coming week.
But I haven't prepared for it.
Whatever lah.
After school, i took train with Gwen.
She drop off at Somerset and me drop off at City Hall to meet my Dear.
When I was talking to Gwen, I find that she difference.
I understand how she felt and everything and I really don't want this to happen to me.
I don't wish Nordin to leave me alone.
She been thinking of Shah all day and night.
No matter what, we had to accept the fact.
Love is all we need.
Love is Everything.



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Thursday, August 20, 2009
Happy Birthday to Myself.

Firstly, I want to wish Myself, Happy 18th Birthday.
Since Me with Nordin are together, I always wishing to be with Him till the end of my breath.
At 00:05AM, Jovina is the first person to wish me Happy 18th Birthday.
At 01:00AM, My Sister, Eefa and Ramdan wish me Happy Birthday too.
They called me and sing for me a Birthday Song's. :)
Then My BF today didn't come to school but he send me to School.
I just want to attend Mdm Choo. Cos' my MC was on 13.08.09 to 19.08.09 only.
So I had to attend cos I don't want to cabot again.
Me and Him waited Nisa at Interchange to go school together.
My BF don't want to go in school cos he find that it like doing nothing from 9am to 11am.
So he just waited outside at void deck and He didn't wish me Happy Birthday sak. :(
After finished class, I followed All Girls to toilet cos' they need to change to PE attire.
When I was doing my hair, Little Potato splash on Me. So Happy make people wet hor. :)
Then I went to canteen to find Him end up He ask me to go toilet with him cos' he don't know where it is.
And then I went to canteen back and They bought for me a Thomas Cake.
So sweet of you all.
Thank alots to all my friends and I love you all.
And the cake was all over my face...
Nisa told me that Haiqhal and his friends wish me Happy Birthday. Thank you.
Around 11:30am, I went back and headed to home.
Get ready to dress up and met Him at around 2pm.
Then we took 197 to East Coast.
I just want to relax my mind and think of me and Him.
I hope that he will believe me in everything.
And here pictures we took.
My face all the smile same but Nordin...
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And this three Pictures, he took himself.
Syok Sendiri Sei.
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I love him and all my friends.
Thank for everything.
Lastly, Kakak Ida message me and wishing me Happy Birthday.
Thank you kak ida. And I miss you.

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
i love you.

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I bought this perfumes for my love. Firstly, he wanted Hugo Boss but end up, he want it from sean john. And the cost was S$80.60 or not S$100.80. Happy lah baby.
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And of coarse, This is my perfumes. I really thinking of buying this perfumes. So expensive. S$106.80. But i'm happy to have it.
I'm planning tomorrow to go for my first class and then go home. And I hate PE lesson. It was so bored. I'm happy cos I'm 18 tomorrow. Older one day. I hope tomorrow will be my happiness with him.

To YOU, no matter what, be strong. We do fail in love but there a way to solve. Don't you give up. We girls are here for you. I love you!

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Happy Anniversary


Happy Anniversary to me and you,

2 year and 7 months!

Thank to allah.

I love you my one and only Baby.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
SMA

Went to Singapore Poly
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Sunday, August 9, 2009
Happy National Day

Celebrating With CM2K and My Baby Too!



I love you !

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Saturday, August 8, 2009
Hoping to get well soon.

I had been suffering it again and again. I thought it was over but it came again. I really wish this sickness will away from me. I don't like to eat vegetables and drink plain water too. I hate everything that is good for me. I can't stand the pain. I don't want everyone to worry about me. I wish I may go soon rather than in pain. I can't eat too much anymore. I had to balance with every food i had eaten. I love you all CM2K girls. I don't want you think much about me. I just want to see you you girls be happy. I love you all. To Nisa, Happy always with the relationship with Ali. To Priya, Can't wait to see you had a BF. To Gwen, Hoping you and him will be together. To Jovina, Hope you can have a good Boy. You so Cute. To Yuying, Last long with Your Baby k. To Mythu, Last long to with your Silas. Lastly to you Nordin, I will still remember you for what we had been thru.

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