My Love Story

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Kecian kau..

Firstly, My Bf kene DEBAR eh from Exam?

OK. Tapi, he still taking Exam what? Nape eh susahkan kau ke? Kau tak tahu kan ape jadi? Sudah lah kau jadi pompuan jgn kepo k. Cume allah saje tau. Org dh kate sikit2 yang kau nk melebih-lebih nape? Come on lah girl, Nordin mataer aku and kau pun ade mataer kan? So jage lah die dengan baik-baik. Kau tahu kan kerane mulut nnt2 akan terjadi macam2. Kecian tengok kau. Aku memang gadoh dengan mataer aku but THEN at least there still a way for us. Tak macam kau? TUKAR2 eh? So please lah girl. Dengar2 kau pergy poly ambek coarse so to show that you are clever lah gitu kan showing off you classmates. Haha. Kalau dah pandai nape tak pergy Poly je blajar then you staying ITE kn? Ape saje je. And Aku tahu jage Nordin and Nordin pun tahu jage aku. That's all. Nak mandi and Talk With My Baby Nordin.

JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT, KAWAN RAPAT KAU PUN MENGATE SAL KAU!

Labels: Kepo kau.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Macam Paham..

Nordin kate Si Bdk Class die tu "MACAM PAHAM"

Labels: haha.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

From Small to Big.

I miss you lots bebeh.
My baby keep on say yang he bingit dengan classmates die.
Rilek lah sayang, biar ape dorang nak kate kan. :)
Janji, We still together.
I faham yang you memang tak ade hati kat die langsung and you tak suke die ok.

Dengar2, Bf kate ade due story.
Haish.
Pity of bebeh.
Tak sabar lah nak pergi sentosa dengan you.
Love you lots honey.

By the way all the best to Elah(adek Nordin) ..
Happy Working.. :)

Labels: dah bes pe cerite?

Monday, October 26, 2009

I'm sick back.

I went to Polyclinics again.
I don't understand why I'm back to sick again.
I did ate lots nowadays but I ate late abit everyday.
My gastric is getting bad to worst.

The story like this..
Yesterday, I cried.
Because Nordin tell me lies.
I can't stand.
You say you nak revenge but you dah promise I kan that you takkan revenge?
And you say that you suke sakit kan hati i.
Dayah ingat kan nak tinggalkan Nordin je.
Sedih sei.
Dayah tak tahan and I cried from 9pm gitu till 12am plus.
Macam putus harapan and patah hati.
And till this morning, bangun je sakit kepale, batuk-batuk, selsema and mate pun bengkak.
At last, I sms kak mazni that I'm not coming to work.
Macam mane lah nak kerja dengan mata aku gini.
Especially dengan otak aku saket gini,
End up, he said that all was fake cause he so sleepy and I disturb him yesterday.
Haish.. Buang air mata aku je die nie.
Today, I still met him.
He accompany me went to Polyclinics.
We waited for 2hr plus and when it was my turn, Darah up je.
I don't want him to follow me go in. I tak nak you tahu sal I sume saket ape.
Macam-macam doctor tu cakap. =(
Bad Mood.
Then after that, We walked to Bus stop.
Suddenly, Both of us just board 188 then I say to Nordin where we going?
Senang je die kate, "Vivo lah b".
Wahhhh.....
Takpe lah anything for him.
Sekejap je leh lah.
Have lunch at Mac'donald.
Naek jelak aku makan fastfood.
Then walk-walk.
I went to a shop, Pull and bear.
I always wanted to buy jean but I know takde size I. :(
Tibe2 je Dayah saw one of the Jean lawa then Nordin kate Dayah leh muat.
So I went to try.
Guess What??

Memang cantik lah Jean die.
But.. It S$89 sak.
Whatever it is, Dah dapat gaji terus beli lah.. ;)

And BF kept said, "Baby, I want this Sandals! Nak, nak jugak!"

Harge Sandal Reef Vision nie pun baik.
S$99. Mahal sak..

And me, Of course lah Dayah nak jugak.

Nie at least leh accept sei.
S$43 je. Mahal jugak sei.

Tu je lah Dayah nak cakap.
I miss Nordin.
Hari2 korek hidung you.
Haha.

Labels: Hope to get well soon.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Have Fun With My Friends.

Yesterday went to Priya Birthday Party.

And not forget too that i had fun with my frineds. I like the foods that she ordered. Damn nice.

One..

Two..

Three..

With Yuying, Jovina, Gwen..

Yeah, Priya is here..

Priya with Othniel.. Seluar sexy dok.. :)

Priya with Me and Nordin..Pendek lak aku nie..

With Pretty Gwendolyn.. Hehe.. Go with him lah..

Priya with Mr an Mrs Bird.. Macam Faham..

Priya with Jovina and Her Bf, Alex..

Lastly, Priya and her beloved Justin.. Hehe..

Labels: miss the moments...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Me too.

Semalam, Our family received bad news.
Nenek masuk hospital since last Monday.
Nape lah makcik nie langsung tak nak beritahu my family.
Bukan kite semua nak harta Nenek kiteorang.
Nape Makcik tu tak puas hati bile keluarga Dayah semua dah bersama dan bahagia.
Walaupun Nenek tu tak jage My mum, she still treat her as her Mother.
Tak paham langsung nape dorang kene gini.
Senang kate it like satu Family Perangai same.
Ade ke makcik tu ajak anak die kate if mak long(my mum) kol kate je Nenek Sihat je.
Sedangkan maid tu cakap "Die asyik2 tanye Bu Siti tu mane?"
And Bu Siti tu is my mother. My sister told me that they all heartless.
Hari raye pun langsung tak datang rumah kiteorang tapi nasib baik kerane nenek tu ade kat umah klau dh takde lagi memang keluarge aku tak nak jejak rumah tu pun.
Lastly, ade orang tu kate dayah hidup senang sal Abg dayah ade kedai kat Far East.
Jangan lah cakap gitu. Seriously, My brother did suffered alots.
Dayah kadang-kadang sedih tengok keluarge Dayah suffered but We still One Family.
Please lah jangan kate Dayah nie ade hidop senang.
I hope you know who you are.

Labels: wish there someone understand me.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Earthquake.

Kecian betol sei semua dekat Padang.

Tak tahu lah nak kate ape.

Walau macam ane pon kite semua akan rase kan.

Labels: we will feel it.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Please.

I kept something from you.

Take Care Love.

I'm off to home.

Labels: I'm sorry.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I wanna wish to my Baby,

2 years and 9 months.

I love you baby.

Alhamdulillah,

I bersyukur pade allah.

Sayang nye dengan you sei.

Can't believe that we are in love since 180107.

Guess What?

Both of us planned to watch DARAH.

But we didin't managed cos' I'm busy working everyday.

Like hell? Or like Idiot?

Haha. Carik rezeki.

I met her , just in front of us.

Happy nye.

Firstly, takot ampai seram gitu.

End up Nordin nak ambek so terpakse berani kan diri.

Hehe. Seram jugak muke die.

That all.

I miss my bebeh.

I want Digital Camera.

Labels: DARAH.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Pictures at ATS staff house on 13 October 2009.

And then..

Labels: That all.

I want you all to be like last times.

If you think I'm saying about you.

I'm sorry.

I just want we all to be back like last times.

I miss it.

That's all for you all.

Labels: I miss the times.

Friday, October 16, 2009

I didn't took it.

Well, I didn't took 10 pills yesterday after blogging.

I took only 3 pills and I felt drowsiness.

So, I better do something good than bad since today I'm going to Work.

Labels: i like you.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

There no more words.

I'm having gastric since Saturday.

Till i went to Polyclinic yesterday,

they told me to take the medicine regularly.

And yes, Sometimes I did skip my breakfast and lunch too.

Because, there lots things happened around me.

I keep on thinking everything.

I just don't want anyone to care of me. That's all.

I got 2 days MC.

So I took my second day MC, met my ITE friends for awhile.

I going to miss the days with my classmates.

By the way thank being nice to him.

As what i can say, I did skip my lunch.

I ate spicy food in the morning today.

I know, I making myself getting worst.

And yes, after blogging now, I'm going to take 10 pills.

I'm sorry my friends and Nordin.

I have to hurt myself.

Secondly.

Memang aku suke manje pe?

Care aku.

Bukan macam care kau kan?

Aku ade perasaan. Aku manusia pe.

Aku gemok? Memang Aku GEMOK!

Tapi aku bersyukur.

Aku mase ade orang yang sayang aku.

Tuhan Pon Sayang.

Kau patot bersyukur ade seseorang yang selalu sayangkan kau.

Aku terpakse lawan kate kau.

Sudah lame aku tahan.

Thirdly,

Thank Nordin for accompany me meet my ITE friends.

I takot nak bilang you yang i saket perot.

I tak nak menyusahkan you.

I sayang you.

I buat gini semua demi kebahagian kite.

Aku menyesal dengan ape kesalahan aku.

Seriously, I no more have Tagged, Facebook and Hi 5.

Mule hari nie, I'm trying to make us happy like last times in 2007 where we both never get into fighting at all.

I miss you baby.

Labels: there no more use.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Will miss blogging.

I miss all my classmates.

Labels: Will upload pictures with ATS staff.

Monday, October 12, 2009

I love the cats.

Accompany Nordin to Salon.

Haha. Cut hair.

Tu lah nak simpan rambut panjang kan but too bad sudah buka sekolah nari tapi you tak pergi and yesh, you be listening to your mum nagging in the morning.

Then, we went to under block cos he want to eat his burger.

Then.. We saw Four Cats.

Cute nye dorg.

But then only Two cats i took pictures of them.

assalammua'laikum.

Labels: Cats.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Hell Yeah, I'm happy now.

Currently, i'm still at my workplace from 8am to 11pm for today working.

I'm so sorry to Nordin cos i told him that he working every weekend morning shift but end up yesterday, my sister told him that this month will be all 2pm to 11pm.

BUT,

Thank to liwei, she manage to work at 2pm to 11pm for this month.

SO,

My Bf will work with me from 8am to 3pm.

Happy? Ok2 lor.

Mdm Choo called and told me that I be continue another 9 weeks for attachments so I didn't need to do my PROJECTS.

But, I will miss my classmates. I miss you alls.

I'm off to my Home Sweet Home with my Bf.

When you find someone, you forget me.

Let it be.

But you had to know how long we had been thru.

Hope you understand me.

You promise me that you will never do any trouble.

Hold your PROMISE.

You know that I love you!

assalammua'laikum.

Labels: Love you ......

Friday, October 9, 2009

Understand.

I want happy life.

With him.

With Family.

With Friends.

With Work Place Friends.

And With YOU! :)

assalammua'laikum.

Labels: ......, Miss you

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

It easy for you to say.

Currently Having Lunch and I tak ada mood untuk lunch so I decide to post for you. I harap you faham. Terima kasih cinta.

It easy for you to say last night. But i larang cos' i takut ape akan terjadi pada hubungan kita. Senang sungguh you kate 'break up sudah then jadi kawan lagi bagus'. Do you think what you asking from me? Pernah dulu you kate bukan senang nak break up tak kan nak bercinta lagi sedangkan kita dua dah cinta bertahun-tahun. Pernah you ingat bile you larang i, i ikut kata-kata you. I pun ada perasaan. Bukan you je yang ada. Lepas you kata gitu pada i, i terdiam. Bergitu senang you kate. Mula hari ni, i tak nak larang you apa. Tapi ingat kalau hubungan kita pisah, i will never look back on you. Puas i berikan segalanya dan i tak ada niat pun nak fikir-fikir pakai duit you. Seriously, I ada apa i nak. Sudah berapa kali you kata dekat i yang you tak ada duit pasal bayar bill you. Ada i kata apa-apa. Tak ada kan. Please faham i lah din, I tak nak sentuh duit you langsung. Dengan duit i kerja nie untuk attachment, I promise akan belikan Slipper yang you nak. I did this everything cos i love you. I'm sorry to say that you dah berubah sampai i tak terkate lagi demi cinta kite. Maafkan i. I try to change for what you want me to be. Belahan jiwa ini tiada sesiapa yang tahu. Seribu janji-janji mungukir hidup i. I rela menunggu you. Walau pun bertahun untuk kita bersama. I miss you for the past time we had spend, the way you messaging me sweet sms that is long saying me that you love me and everything. Now, it seen to be gone. I'm waiting for the time Dear.

assalammua'laikum.

Labels: i'll accept the fact.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

My Blog Is Dead.

I know that my blog is getting dead due to busy Raya and Attachment and somehow about my relationship. I should be strong in love but I fail cos I didn't treat him well. From now onward, I'm trying to be strong where you may do anything and I will listen to you. I know I need someone to talk too other than Nordin. But I think it better for me to keep it myself then telling other since they had their own love. I just don't want to bother you. Nothing much I can say. Yesterday get pay from 22 sept to 30 sept cos they want to clear off by month. Hmm. Not bad. Aku gile beli baju kat Bugis. Haha.

Lastly, I miss my Cousin from KL, Kak Nor.

assalammua'laikum.

Labels: Dead and Gone.

20 August 1991
Sweet Eighteen
Blissfully attached to
Ahmad Nordin Shuib
Since 180107
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